I wore those wigs as much as I had to. They made me feel a little more like myself. But they still couldn't get me through the roughest patches. There were days when I went out to my horses and wasn't strong enough to go for a ride. I would just turn them out and watch them graze. Teedo, my little three-year-old colt, usually trotted off toward the open field. Not now. He seemed to sense that I was feeling really bad.

I wore those wigs as much as I had to.
我差不多每次都戴假发.
They made me feel a little more like myself.
它们能让我找回一点我自己.
But they still couldn't get me through the roughest patches.
但我仍然不能通过这粗糙的修饰来找回自信.
There were days when I went out to my horses and wasn't strong enough to go for a ride.
一天我出去看我的马儿们,我不够强壮去驾驭它们.
I would just turn them out and watch them graze.
我只是带它们出去,看着它们在田野里吃草.
Teedo, my little three-year-old colt, usually trotted off toward the open field.
蒂多--我那匹三岁口的小雄马,通常都是快速地跑到开阔的田野里去.
Not now.
不过现在没有.(没有跑开!)
He seemed to sense that I was feeling really bad.
他(它)似乎能感觉到我当时的感觉非常的糟.