有一个男孩，他在初一的时候遇到了一个他认为特别女孩。他当时也不在意，认为那只是一时的好奇罢了。可是经过多次的相遇后，他发现那个女孩在他心中始终不曾消失过，他发现他喜欢上了她。可是他自己还小，认为那是不成熟的，也就强行压下了找她的念头。
初中毕业到高中后，他没想到在次遇到了她。他想：高一太早了，高二再说吧。于是他又一次放弃了。高二后，他决定向她表白，可这时他却知道了他们宿舍也有一个男生喜欢她，而且已经开始追求了。他知道他比自己优秀得多，他又放弃了，他决定就在心里默默的爱着她。虽然很痛苦，可是他还是坚持到高三也没有告诉过那位女生他喜欢她。
高考结束，他很不幸，两年的消沉加上考试时的失误，他落榜了，他决定补习。可是他万万也没想到一向成绩优秀的她也在补习，而自己却和她同班，他觉得这是上天的安排。他经过努力，终于和她成了同桌。可当他还没来的急高兴时，他就发现她好象讨厌自己。他自己也知道自己的缺点很多，与是他问她自己哪里不好。她最终也没告诉他，不久她就自己调走了。
经过多年的思考，他知道自己是真的喜欢她的，可是他现在不知道应该怎么做才好。他很想告诉她：他爱她，永远爱她，即使她不爱自己他依然爱她，他愿意等她。可是他知道自己实在不怎么优秀，配不上她，可是自己又实在是太爱她，无法忘记她。他现在不知道应该怎么做才好。

There is a boy, he encountered a girl whom he thought was special when he was in grade one in junor school. He did not mind because he thought it was only a momentary curiosity sake. But after several encounters, he found that
this girl always in his mind and never disappeared, then he knew that he fell in love with her. But he knew that he was still too young and this is immature.So he compel himself not to find her.

After graduating from junior middle school ,he went to senor high school. he did not expect that he met her again. He thought it is too early to tell her when he was in grade one,grade two is better.So he gave up again. After grade two,he decided to bare his heart to her, but this time he knew that one of his roomies liked her, and he had already begun to pursue her. He knew that boy was much more excellence than him,so he gave up the third time, he decided to love her quietly. Although it was very painful,he still did not tell her in the third year.

Unfortunately,when the college entrance examination was finished, he failed in the exam because of the two years of depression and making error in the examination,so he decided to learn the third year's lesson again. But he did not expect that she who was always excellence in her lesson was also the same with him and they were classmates now, he thought that this is God's arrangement. Through his efforts, finally he became her deskmate. But when he had not been happy he found that she seems to dislike him. He also knew that he has many shortcomings,so he asked her what was his shortcoming. But eventually she did not tell him and she post away by herself later.

After years of consideration, he knew that he was really liked her, but he did not know what to do. He wanted to tell her that he loved her and would always love her, even if she did not love him, and he was willing to wait her. But he knew he is not good enough to match her, but he really loved her very much and was not able to forget her. He didn't know how to deal with it.